Tuesday, March 7, 2017

When your own people insults you.... how does it feel!

Today was another black day of my life... and the platform for this had already started taking place since yesterday night. when he started calling me that I am of no use... no body respects me like me and I could not earn any friends.. he mentioned when I was in US with him no other girl likes me as a friend.. he said I m useless and abused also,, my family and me.

My own very own husband pulled me by neck and dragged towards our room in front of all and pushed me.. I could hardly manage to maintain my balance and fell on bed while I was carrying my two year old son in my hands!!! he was saved.

this happened when today morning in lobby  I was trying to put my point to his rude cruel mother and brother in law who just do what she wants to do without considering its impacts on her own chidern and then on saying something she starts shedding crocodile tears to emotionally pull everyone on her side...
No body fil bil  mil said a single word to him that he should not have become violent over me that way like illiterate savage people!!! they just kept on enjoying the scene...

I just collected myself together and got up from bed while he was continuously abusing me while I had taken such a good care of him like his bfast, dinner lunch his bdays his especial days , planned vacations for him... took care of him in an honest manner. but he forget all when I have argument with his cunning hypocrite mom.. who does not love him as much as she loves her younger son.

I came out of my room to prepare food for my son and then said loudly to mil "now you are happy on seeing this all"!!! oh then bil just jumped into and started arguing with me.. .said its between me and hubby so they will not say a single word whatever happens.. I toh said even if turns into ugliest of things you guys will just keep on watching and did not try to calm it down!!!

I have always thought of others happiness and likes and dislikes but here no one cares about what I like and donot like..... they all call me mad, stupid silly nonsense girl. if I raise voice then I m treated lilke animals!

BIL has problem with me relaxing and doing something of  my interest in my room. he gave me long lecture about how should I be behaving though he himself have no rules no discipline in his life.

house is mine why cant I sit where ever I feel like
I sit for couple of hours with all in the drawing room everynight during dinner time though.

 

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