I don't know why my life has just become like a handle which everyone around me is trying to move in the direction they want to get something done for themselves.
Nobody is concerned about me, my work, my health and my problems. They are just looking at what they want from me.
I'm a married person for last 4.5 yrs, with my partner being away for me for more than 2 months now
living with my mom in law, father in law and brother in law but they are hardly concerned about me unless i make stand up and make noise for anything i need...one of the major issues i m facing in my life is that i m trying and trying but not able to conceive for last one and half year...
fact is that we are not able to spend time together during those days due to some family occasion or him being away on office assignment...every month there is birthday, marrirage anniversary or some other occasion...due to which we can do anyting on those specific days...i m living my life with a feeling of guilt as my mom in law remains angry with me does not talk to me my husband also eagelry looking forward to his child...but i think i m not able to do same.i m so lonely and helpless. I asked God every night to tell me in my dream like why so and if ii can ever get and spread that happiness around me....
i m a working women and my partner too...we hardly get 2 hours to talk to each other in a day time and now he's away for last two months due to office work...
i have no body to spend my weekends with....in laws dont stay at home, brother in law never asks me anything...he stays out of home for entire day and evening...
sis in law though stays very nearby in less than 1 km...but has hardly asked about me during last two months...so that i can get some company to spend quality time on weekends with her.....no body cares for me...she only calls her mother daily and talk to her. They dont like when i visit my parentes home who lives nearby in 13 km distance
I married this guy who was my first and last love...but he too not concerned if i m facing any issues here or getting bored or alone or needing help on anyting...he just asks me about everyone s health here....and when i tell him about my issues he lacks interest and just cut the phone....is he the same guy who i met and gave my everything....9 years ago...
i hate myself...and waiting for God to appear in my dream to tell me where to go and what to do
Nobody is concerned about me, my work, my health and my problems. They are just looking at what they want from me.
I'm a married person for last 4.5 yrs, with my partner being away for me for more than 2 months now
living with my mom in law, father in law and brother in law but they are hardly concerned about me unless i make stand up and make noise for anything i need...one of the major issues i m facing in my life is that i m trying and trying but not able to conceive for last one and half year...
fact is that we are not able to spend time together during those days due to some family occasion or him being away on office assignment...every month there is birthday, marrirage anniversary or some other occasion...due to which we can do anyting on those specific days...i m living my life with a feeling of guilt as my mom in law remains angry with me does not talk to me my husband also eagelry looking forward to his child...but i think i m not able to do same.i m so lonely and helpless. I asked God every night to tell me in my dream like why so and if ii can ever get and spread that happiness around me....
i m a working women and my partner too...we hardly get 2 hours to talk to each other in a day time and now he's away for last two months due to office work...
i have no body to spend my weekends with....in laws dont stay at home, brother in law never asks me anything...he stays out of home for entire day and evening...
sis in law though stays very nearby in less than 1 km...but has hardly asked about me during last two months...so that i can get some company to spend quality time on weekends with her.....no body cares for me...she only calls her mother daily and talk to her. They dont like when i visit my parentes home who lives nearby in 13 km distance
I married this guy who was my first and last love...but he too not concerned if i m facing any issues here or getting bored or alone or needing help on anyting...he just asks me about everyone s health here....and when i tell him about my issues he lacks interest and just cut the phone....is he the same guy who i met and gave my everything....9 years ago...
i hate myself...and waiting for God to appear in my dream to tell me where to go and what to do
